水瓶座的我~^ 3 ^~

男朋友，是...抱起來很溫暖，囉唆起來很煩，在身邊討厭，看不見又很懷念的人。


吃剩下一半的麵不要浪費，他會接過去幫妳吃乾淨的人。


大冰腳貼在他大腿弄暖，他即使很冷，也不會把妳腳踢開的人。


去大賣場扛東西，總是比妳多提兩大袋，還要空出手牽妳的人。


逛街，總是從頭到尾『良性勸導』妳不要亂花錢的人。


月經來，抓到妳偷吃彎豆冰，會對妳大發雷霆的人。


妳生大病，他卻比你還要辛苦的人。


出門前，妳相信他的眼光多於鏡子的一個人。


把買衛生棉已經當成每個月記得採買的男人。


吵完架做錯事，還會厚臉皮跑來牽妳手的人。


過了n週年的戀愛紀念日後，就會忘記情人節、聖誕節存在的人。


為了看現場轉播的大聯盟，敢把可愛的妳推到旁邊涼的人。


不喜歡送妳花，卻愛送妳垃圾袋、衛生棉、水果...的人。



沒事一定會窩在妳家，有事還是窩在妳家，讓妳開始懷疑他是不是沒有朋友的人。


最喜歡看妳開心的大笑，然後也對著妳傻笑的人。


忘了接電話，就會打爆妳手機的人。



養妳吃飯、養妳看電影、養妳買小東西，動不動就開始為以後練習怎養妳的人。


最害怕討厭聽到啜泣，只要聽到妳哭，還是會不辭千里的飛奔到妳身邊的人。


偷偷的做了很多事，卻從來不和你邀功的人。


已經認為自己的手臂是枕頭的人。


膽敢會和妳搶遙控器，最後卻只能陪妳看慾望城市的人。


老是可以讓周遭好朋友感到好奇的人。



他一不在，妳就會因為去戳橘子肚臍，被橘子油毀了剛塗好的指甲，而開始很想念的人....


他是開橘子器嗎？


不....

他是男朋友拉！

大家好阿 哈哈哈 剛當上無業遊民的我  都在家裡發呆睡覺上網  每天睡覺到自然醒  (已經很久沒這樣子囉)  哈哈哈  大概過陣子再找工作吧  要好好過過難得自由的日子  說到夏天阿  真是XXXOOO的咧   熱死人了啦  想去海邊(不知道路又不可能一個人去= =")  夏天就是要去海邊阿 去玩水(是泡水 因為本人我不會游泳的啦)  上次去花蓮阿  好像是去神秘谷吧  超好玩的^^  還曬黑了呢  (一直想曬黑跟玩水的我)  超開心的  真的喔  很久沒有這樣子囉  現在很期待下一次去海邊喔   卻衝個浪好了(其實我不會啦 只是想去湊熱鬧罷了  應該是會被浪沖走吧= =")  一直以來就很喜歡海邊  不過就是礙於要上班  沒時間去>"< 線再好不容易有十兼當然要好好把握囉  一起衝衝衝(蘇貞昌名言)  衝向海邊吧!!! (跌倒中= =")

Maroon 5(魔力紅)
"02.Makes me wonder(著了魔)"

I wake up with blood-shot eyes
Struggled to memorize
The way it felt between your thighs
Pleasure that made you cry
Feels so good to be bad
Not worth the aftermath, after that
After that
Try to get you back

I still don't have the reason
And you don't have the time
And it really makes me wonder
If I ever gave a fuck about you

Give me something to believe in
Cause I don't believe in you anymore
Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference to try
(Yeah)
So this is goodbye

God damn my spinning head
Decisions that made my bed
Now I must lay in it
And deal with things I left unsaid
I want to dive into you
Forget what you're going through
I get behind, make your move
Forget about the truth

I still don't have the reason
And you don't have the time
And it really makes me wonder
If I ever gave a fuck about you

Give me something to believe in
Cause I don't believe in you anymore
Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference,
It even makes a difference to try
And you told me how you're feeling
But I don't believe it's true anymore
Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference to cry
(Oh no)
So this is goodbye

I've been here before
One day a week
And it won't hurt anymore
You caught me in a lie
I have no alibi
The words you say don't have a meaning
Cause

I still don't have the reason
And you don't have the time
And it really makes me wonder
If I ever gave a fuck about you
And I...and so this is goodbye

Give me something to believe in
Cause I don't believe in you anymore
Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference,
It even makes a difference to try
And you told me how you're feeling
But I don't believe it's true anymore
Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference to cry
(Oh no)
So this is goodbye
So this is goodbye, yeah [x3]
(Oh no)

This Love(烈愛)

I was so high I did not recognize
The fire burning in her eyes
The chaos that controlled my mind
Whispered goodbye and she got on a plane
Never to return again
But always in my heart

This love has taken its toll on me
She said Goodbye too many times before
And her heart is breaking in front of me
I have no choice cause I won't say goodbye anymore

I tried my best to feed her appetite
Keep her coming every night
So hard to keep her satisfied
Kept playing love like it was just a game
Pretending to feel the same
Then turn around and leave again

This love has taken its toll on me
She said Goodbye too many times before
And her heart is breaking in front of me
I have no choice cause I won't say goodbye anymore

I'll fix these broken things
Repair your broken wings
And make sure everything's alright
My pressure on your hips
Sinking my fingertips
Into every inch of you
Cause I know that's what you want me to do

This Love中文的翻譯
我昏了頭 沒有發覺
她眼中的怒火
我腦海一片混亂
悄聲說了再見 她頭也不回的登上飛機
永遠離開了我
而我卻無法忘記她
副歌:
這熊熊烈愛讓我付出慘痛代價
以前她說過太多次的再見
她的心在我面前片片碎落
我已沒有選擇的餘地 因為我不想再道別
我曾經盡力的取悅她
讓她每晚都開心
我曾經努力的滿足她
她卻將愛情當作是一場遊戲
假裝沒有感覺
然後在度離我遠去

副歌

我要彌補過去的錯
修復你的折翼
我要讓一切都好轉
這烈愛的激情
滲透我的指尖
進入妳的每一吋肌膚
因為我知道你要我這麼做

[when this began] 一切,就這樣開始

i had nothing to say 我,卻無話可說
and i get lost in the nothingness inside of me 我在內心的虛無空洞中迷失
[i was confused] 我感到迷茫
and i let it all out to find 釋放出所有感受後
that i'm not the only person with these things in mind 發現自己並不是唯一有這種體會的人
[inside of me] 在我內心
but all that they can see the words revealed 言語所洩露的空白
is the only real thing that i've got left to feel 才是我唯一能感覺的真實
[nothing to lose] 一無所有
just stuck hollow and alone 只能動彈不得,空虛孤獨
and the fault is my own.and the fault is my own 是我自己犯了錯

i wanna heal. i wanna feel what i thought was never real 我想要治癒傷口 ,我想要真實感受 ,我所思考全都不曾真實過
i wanna let go of the pain i've felt so long 我想要釋放一直以來的傷痛
[erase all the pain till it's gone] 抹去所有的痛直到消失
i wanna heal. i wanna feel like i'm close to something real 我想要拯救自己。我想要觸摸記憶。就像我在接近所謂真實的東西
i wanna find something i've wanted all along 我想要找到一直以來的期冀
somewhere i belong 我的歸屬,在哪裡
and i've got nothing to say 而我無話可說
i can't believe i didn't fall right down on my face 無法相信臉上沒有掛著失落
[i was confused] 我如此困惑迷茫
looking everywhere only to find 四處張望卻只發現
that it's not the way i had imagined it all in my mind 一切不同於我所想像
[so what am i] 我在扮演著誰
what do i have but negativity 除了消極我還有什麼
'cause i can't justify the way everyone is looking at me 我不能左右別人的眼光
[nothing to lose] 一無所有
nothing to gain. hollow and alone 一無所獲 .形單影隻
and the fault is my own.and the fault is my own 都是我犯的錯..
i will never know myself untill i do this on my own 我永遠無法看清自己,直至能自己面對
and will never feel anything else untill my wounds are healed 也不再有任何感覺, 除非傷痛已癒合
i will never be anything till i break away from me 我找不到自己, 除非我能夠擺脫原來的我
i will break away . i'll find myself today. 我就要擺脫 就在今天 找回我自己
i wanna heal , i wanna feel like i'm somewhere i belong
i wanna heal , i wanna feel like i'm somewhere i belong
somewhere i belong

 

I'm tired of being what you want me to be
我受夠了當你的玩偶
feeling so faithless, lost under the surface
毫無信仰, 在假面下迷失了自己
I don't know what you're expecting of me
我不知道你到底要我怎樣
put under the pressure,of walking in your shoes
你讓我承受壓力, 步上和你一樣的路途


(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
碰上一股阻力, 陷在其中
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
我踩的每一步, 對你來說都是錯誤
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
碰上一股阻力, 陷在其中

I've become so numb, I can't feel you there
我變得麻木, 對你的存在渾然不覺
I've become so tired, so much more aware
我變得好疲累, 卻更警覺
I'm becoming this, all I want to do
我已經變成, 我所想要的
is be more like me, and be less like you
更貼近真實的我, 變得不像你

Can't you see that you're smothering me?
你看不出你就要悶死我嗎?
holding too tightly, afraid to lose control
抱得太緊, 怕失去控制
'cause everything that you thought I would be
每個你對我的期待
has fallen apart right in front of you
已經在你面前完全落空

(Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow)
碰上一股阻力, 陷在其中
every step that I take is, another mistake to you
我踩的每一步, 對你來說都是錯誤
(Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow)
碰上一股阻力, 陷在其中
and every second I waste, is more than I can take
而我經不起, 再多浪費一秒鐘

I've become so numb, I can't feel you there
我變得麻木, 對你的存在渾然不覺
I've become so tired, so much more aware
我變得好疲累, 卻更警覺
I'm becoming this, all I want to do
我已經變成, 我所想要的
is be more like me, and be less like you
更貼近真實的我, 變得不像你

And I know, I may end up failing too
而我知道, 我可能也會停止衰弱
but I know, you were just like me
但我知道, 你跟我一樣受挫
with someone disappointed in you
在你靈魂深處

I've become so numb, I can't feel you there
我變得麻木, 對你的存在渾然不覺
I've become so tired, so much more aware
我變得好疲累, 卻更警覺
I'm becoming this, all I want to do
我已經變成, 我所想要的
is be more like me, and be less like you
更貼近真實的我, 變得不像你

I've become so numb, I can't feel you there
我變得麻木, 對你的存在渾然不覺
(tired of being what you want me to be)
受夠了當你的玩偶
I've become so numb, I can't feel you there
我變得麻木, 對你的存在渾然不覺
(tired of being what you want me to be)
受夠了當你的玩偶